I should have gave up rockstars for Lent

RM stood me up.  I've never been stood up before.  Feels kinda shitty.  I also can predict his every move, so I should have saw it comning, just chose not to give it light.  I waited 30 mins at Denny's in Indy sent 1 phone call and a text to him before I texted "I'm going home back to Chicago."  He did call.  With an excuse.  And said "please dont not be my friend anymore!"  I drove the entire 4 hours home.  No radio, just me alone with my thoughts.. and cried almost the entire way home.  Feeling mighty insignificant and extremely emotionally needy. *sigh*  rockstars.  Can't live with them.. can't kill them.